Insecure...

Life moves on...
Bedecked with some happy moments...
N some bad ones scattered in between....
Both together makes life, i know....

But still why do I feel down???
Why do I want you with me now???
Why my love feels insecure???
Why cant I handle when you are not near???

Why do I love you so much???
That I cant bear you with anyone else???
Its not good I know...
Infact its the worst one can get...

I know..!!! I know...!!! I am being bad...!!!
I know I am going far...
But still I cant handle myself...
I love you so much... Why????

Am I possessed???
Or have I gone far???
Have I become obssessed about you???
Am I really being bad???

I cant trust myself....
I cant trust what I do....
I know I am going far...
But still there is nothing I can do...

Save me...!!! I pray endlessly...
Forgive me if I do anything wrong...
Help me when I falter...
N bash me for being bad...

I love you too much...
Mebbe I am just afraid to lose....
I miss you....my love...
I hope u accept me for d bad dat I am....