Am I wrong?? Am I bad??
Am I just one heck of a gal
Who always does everything wrong??
Who doesnot know how to behave??
One who doesnot know how to speak??
'n doesnot, above all, know to keep mum???
Am I wrong, if I do simple things like, sway to the music??
'n dance to the beats of a song??
If I while away my time, by doing things I like??
Why is it that whatever I like is always bad or forbidden??
'n when I finally do it, I get hell lot of scoldings....?
Am I wrong, if I chatter away endlessly???
If not, then, why do people wonder when I will shut my mouth???
Then again, if I keep mum, why can't they stand my silence...
What people donot understand is that....
These are the ways to keep worries of my mind....
To smile even in desperate times,
'n to shun the tears, that otherwise fill my eyes.....
It feels so lonely!!! with noone to speak to 'n fight....
With noone to share my feelings....
'n noone to confide, I realise!!!
'n so when I get someone...on 'n on I go....chattering wildily...
speaking about good 'n bad times with much ado....
Am I wrong??? Am I bad???
The Question still remains unanswered...
'n I wonder and wonder....
'n while doing so off I drift to sleep....
wetting my pillows...n fighting against sheer pain....
(mebbe I am bad...n wrong...coz y wud evry1, otherwise, have a prob with me???)
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3 comments:
i think i can see ur grief...at some junctures most of us are confronted with such situations..it s a phase of life..it just passes by..if u r my daughter i dont think i can scold u becoz somehow i feel that u cant be bad..u may be naive, passionate, emotional or touchy..u feel every thing more deeply than most other people..only becoz of that u can express ur thoughts thro'words...so be thankful to god..and keep writing. u can do much.
hi preet.... i can feel the pain in your words.... but trust me this is just a part of life and as time goes on phases change...... i dont know y but i feel this poem is a result of an incident that hurt ur heart real bad.simply take it easy and move on put a smile on ur face and be positive in everything you do... thats it...
......And yes yaar.... abt orkut.... i had an account but i deleted it.....
thnx chanjal.....yeah rt...smthng did happen...u r rt....m tryng my level best put a smile on my face n move on...bt it aint dat easy....i hope ids phase jz passes away fast.....
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