Insecure...

Life moves on...
Bedecked with some happy moments...
N some bad ones scattered in between....
Both together makes life, i know....

But still why do I feel down???
Why do I want you with me now???
Why my love feels insecure???
Why cant I handle when you are not near???

Why do I love you so much???
That I cant bear you with anyone else???
Its not good I know...
Infact its the worst one can get...

I know..!!! I know...!!! I am being bad...!!!
I know I am going far...
But still I cant handle myself...
I love you so much... Why????

Am I possessed???
Or have I gone far???
Have I become obssessed about you???
Am I really being bad???

I cant trust myself....
I cant trust what I do....
I know I am going far...
But still there is nothing I can do...

Save me...!!! I pray endlessly...
Forgive me if I do anything wrong...
Help me when I falter...
N bash me for being bad...

I love you too much...
Mebbe I am just afraid to lose....
I miss you....my love...
I hope u accept me for d bad dat I am....

The feeling of being SOMEONE'S....

How does it feel…?
When someone whom you love,
Truly and Deeply…
Just stops talking…
Doesn’t give a reason…
N blames you of not loving them…?

It’s killing…
N you just wanna cry…
You want to shake him up…
N tell him that u LOVE him,
To tell him that he is wrong…!
But he is ANGRY….! He is not speakin….!

You feel like u r going CRAZY….
That the world is MAD at u….
That nothing is going right….
N that your LOVE is not understood…
Why can’t he see beyond the mask I wear….
Why can’t he read my eyes…n listen to ma heart….!
N feel ma LOVE…?

M blaming him n I wanna hit him hard…
But then why don’t I realize…
Why can’t I see…
That m the one who is wrong….
That I don’t understand…
That he considers me his…
That I am being loved….?
N that His anger….is his LOVE in disguise…


Coz u don’t get angry on someone whom u don’t consider yours……

Sitting at a seashore, gazing at the sea. It appears to be so calm. Flowing quietly, small waves coming in from the oblivion and dying at the shore. A silent death. So beautiful and so calm. Far away at a distance, the sea merging with the blue blue sky. Their convergence, the horizon!!! How wonderful it looks.

Everything is so peaceful without! But within? Is it as peaceful? Is it this calm? Does the sea flow just as silently within, as it flows at the surface? Is the sky as calm as it appears to be? The beautifully dressed up earth, what is the reason behind its beauty? Does there exist such beauty deep under the earth's surface?

No!!! Everything that appears calm and beautiful without, has a turmoil within! Everything is beautiful! Everyone has beauty! But the turmoil that goes on inside, enhances its beauty.

A simple smile on a person's face! It looks so charming, isn't it? Adds so much grace to that person! Beautifies them, but more than that it spreads warmth. It brightens up so many lives. But have you given it a thought? Have you ever cared to know? What is behind that smile? What's the truth behind that mask? More often than not, its a chaos! An emotional turmoil that mystifies them!

Emotions playing within, striking and contradicting each other. Adding to the strife that's already there. Emotions, that make you smile nut that makes you cry as well! Its a task to rule over them and remain sane when insanity rules within. Its a task, to smile when you dont know what you are going through, when you cant understand yourself! Life takes you to such an edge time and again!

Sentiments that drive you crazy! Feelings that you cant accept! I am afraid to realize what I feel. I am afraid to accept my feelings. I am afraid to acknowledge them! I fear of losing that I wanna treasure! I am afraid of the future, that I dont konw!

The dream seems to be too beautiful to be true! I want it that way, I wanna accept it! But I am afraid of it getting shattered. Shattered, into million pieces that I wont be able to collect!!!

I am afraid of my EMOTIONS!!! I am afraid of MYSELF!!!

I wanna love you but I am afraid......

Relationships, today, do not exist. Today’s world is so fast, u tend to lose touch. U might not intend to, but u have no time for d most loved ones. U wanna be with that special someone in your life, U wanna let your friends know that they r cared for n that they do mean so much to u. But u have no time!!!

And in today’s world, relationships are not easy to handle. U need to work every way to make them feel that they are cared for n that they are treasured.

Love, today, means that u take care of the smallest of things. Dammit!! Do u have the time to do so? Can u take care that every single thing is dealt with by u yourself??? Is it humanly possible that u alone reach-out and do all the things for your loved ones???

Love does not and can never mean fulfilling formalities. It does not mean that u spend every waking moment with your dear ones. It means to understand the silence of each other. It means to know that even in their busy schedule they care for you. It means to know that wherever they are they love you the same way as they used to.

It just means to be there for each other and to LOVE each other without reservations and without expectations.

LOVE, for one thing, is not formalities. It goes BEYOND that. It goes beyond everything. It is EVERYWHERE. It is in ME!! It is in U!!

It just means to LOVE....

So Love ya....Alwayzzzzzzzzz

Life and its ways!!!

Relationships tend to have a strange way about them. They take a different form with every passing moment. Some may just fade away from your memory, while yet others creep into your life in the most unexpected manner. Some, who already were a part of your life, become the special ones overnight. You really cant point out when, where, how and why relations take an unexpected turn.

There might be people in your life whom you respect and love. There might be people whom you wanna keep with yourselves throughout your life. There might be yet others who stay with you for just a few days and then move on into a special world of their own.

Relationships tend to end one day. There ain’t many that stand the test of time and go on to become immortal. But then, there ain’t anything that is immortal.

The one thing that, I suppose, all should understand is – Life brings us face to face with many people. Its not possible that everyone stay with us throughout. Its even more common to lose the ones whom we actually wanna tie to ourselves. That’s the norm of life. We don’t have to be sad about it. We don’t have to brood on it. You just need to realize that - you gave them the best of what you have. And got everything good that they could give to you. Now, there is nothing left to exchange. And, in this vast wide world there exists not a single thing that is not based on this rule – Give and Take. When there is nothing left to exchange then it dies a silent death. The same relation may be revived when again you have something to exchange. That is how life moves.

Very few people can stay together for long. Its true that we can call such relations as the true ones, the deep ones, which have some meaning to it. Such relations are those which are purely based on true emotions. Maybe love, may be respect, or may be some other. And these are the only things that can be exchanged endlessly. This makes those relations stand out.

Now the other question that pops up in my mind when you speak about love is, whether a guy and a gal can remain just friends and love each other for being just that? I believe that this is possible. But I have come across people who say that guys and gals can never remain just friends. I don’t know why they say that! I have not yet been able to understand the logic behind their statement.

I have people in my life whom I love truly, mostly guys. But that just doesn’t mean that I love them in a sense, where they are no more friends. This crap logic of people is just because they are not mature enough to understand emotions and relations ( that’s what I feel).

We don’t love people for what they are.. we love them for what they make us..when they are with us. We love them for the simple reason that we are ourselves when around them. Because we don’t put up an act when around them. Because that is when we are true to ourselves and others. I think that is when a relation becomes special!!!

When we are true to ourselves and the other person. Relationships really tend to have a way of their own!!

Xpct The Unxpctd!!!

It is soooooo unbelievable.....n soooooo unreal.....Yet it is d truth...the fact of LIFE....
It is the way of life....the MYSTERIOUS way of LIFE....!!!

Can u thnk of lovin smone whom u used to hate frm the core of ur heart??? Can u thnk about being frnds wit smone whom u nvr used to tlk wit???? Can u atleast imagine about tlkng to a person for hrs together when u r actually talkng to him for d 1st time????

Seems to b ver unreal, aint it???...seems to b impossible???

I dunno hw many of u vil agree wit it n hw many vil disagree...

Bt I can say one thing for sure that...I thought this to be really impossible..Bt nw I am forced to say that...."Yes, I can imagine all of the above stated things..."

Because, its not once but many times that I've experienced this. Its not a rare event but an occasional one in ma life. Infact, it is the norm of ma life for smtime nw....

Help has come to me frm the most unthought of corners...Love has been showered upon me by the ones whom I thought to b heartless....I have found a caring and supporting soul in the most hardened of hearts....

Friends on whom I used to bet my life have turned their backs on me (many a times...) And the ones whom I never imagined to be my friends ended being my treasures whom I couldn't afford to lose....

N d most unimaginary thng dat has latest happened in my life is to find smone who actually spks my thoughts...dreams my dream...n thnks d way I do...barring a few differences I cant find nythng dat differntiates me fr him...N dats smthng Icant believe....Its as if I spk to myself...Nw dat doesnt ahppen everyday!!! Does it????

So...wot I can learn frm dis is dat...U shud learn to xpct d unxpctd....b ready to face ny topsy turvy turn in life....n to accept evrythng that cms ur way wit both hands open....coz.....

LIFE IS A MYSTERY DAT NOONE HAS YET UNDERSTOOD!!!

Life Is Wot U Make Of It....!!!!

Life is wot u make of it…..happy if u see it happy [:)] …sad if u see it sad [:(] ….its ur choice…n its ur wish….

U cant blame ur life or ny1 for dat matter for wotevr u feel….coz u made d choice to c it wit tinted glasses….

C life as it is….black n white…don’t tint it wit ur thoughts and imaginations and feelings….watch it play lightly and enjoy evry moment…der is reason to b happy throughout…u jz have to find it….u jz have to realize….

Know it…n there!!!! U r happy!!!! U r smiling!!! [:)]

Beamin wit joy [:D] coz der is evry reason to b so….coz u deserve the best frm life…coz life cms jz once……n ur soul is as pure as dat dewdrop on those tiny leaves…. [;)]

Dont u realize…u r makin a mistake???? [:0] Those tinted glasses are just fake!!!! Throw them away!!! Ur eyes are good nuf wen left to itself….n they show u the true joy of life!!!! Savour it…

N SMILE!!!!!! BIG NUF!!!! [:D]

Coz LIFE is wot U make of it!!!!!

Dats my commitment to LIFE!!!! Smile n b Happy throughout!!!!

[:)] [:D]

Tagged!!!

The RULES:

1. Post these rules

2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves

3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts

4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named

5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged.

Hey Raves!!! Thnx for distrbng me wit a tag lik this!!! Nwz here's one for those who wanna know abt me!!! All d best for all those who read thru it!!!! To strt wit....

1. M a cmplt emotional FOOL!!! Coz evn aftr hvng gone thru sooooooo many failed relationships (to be read as frndships...) I hv nt learnt that I shudnt be livin my life by the heart....

2. Secondly, m a fulltooooo FLIRT!!!! all my frnds vil agree.....dats an open secret!!!
But, howevr, i hv nt had a single relationship..... dats a truth of ma life!!!

3. M eternally Passionate....bt nt many of them know abt this....they r jz a countable few who hv seen dat side of mine....

4. I may cm across as a very serious gal...bt a vry few know dat m d CRAZIEST gal on earth...n dat I can do the craziest thng u can thnk of....

5. N hey evry1 beware of me!!! coz m extremely possessive!!!! though I dont show it off!!!

6. I am as u thnk of me...if u thnk m a child...dats wot u vil get frm me...childish behaviour....I mirror ur thoughts abt me.....

7. M BLUNT...n dat may hurt ppl...bt i dont care...If u ask me smthng...U vil only get the TRUTH...if u dont want dat dont ask my opinion...

8. Inspite of all these...Inspite of wot i am...u vil only get love frm me...coz i am a mad gal...who breathes, eats and drinks LOVE!!!!

I thnk dats nuf!!!!

Mood: Good bt nt dat good.....bad bt nt dat bad....njoyng....bt have lots of wrk!!!!

Listening: Nothng is gonna chng my love for u....

Reading: hehehe...dis one is quite boring...M reading research papers.....

Eating: LOVE!!!!

Drinking: LOVE!!!!

I tag the following people and hope that this tag will irritate them as it irritated me...and will force them to vomit out some truth abt themselves, so that I can get back to them. :D

Sonali...
David....
Asif....
Arshad...
Ud...
Hari...
Ani...
Pradeep....

Death's Inevitable!!!

This one is for one and all.....

Let me start with a Question....

How many of you have atleast a single person in ur life to whom u have not said what u wanna....????
How many people are there in ur life whom u love/ like/ adore....bt they dont know abt this....?????
I am sure evry1 of u have atleast 1 sch person in ur life....be it ur mom, dad, sisters, brothers, friends, or any girl or guy that u like.....
If u have smthng in ur mind that u wanna tell them.....plz say it out....coz u cant b sure wen life takes dat person away frm u.....
I have had a frnd whom i have unnecessarily ignored.....he used to pester us a lot...with his talks....bt then he used to do it jz for fun.....yet coz i got irritated of it...i stopped tlkng to him....today he is no more in this world.....N nw i feel very guilty for the way i behaved with him....
I feel like sayng Sorry to him....I wanna tell him dat though he used to pester me....he was my frnd...
Bt now it is tooooooo LATE....coz he is no more between us....he will no more be there when we get together as a group.....n dat hurts me a lot.....

So I am writing this to tell one n all that....if there is nythng dat u gotta say to sm1....say it out now....before it is toooo Late....

coz den u can only regret....u can only feel guilty dat u cudnt say wot u wanted to.....

LIFE IS VERY MYSTERIOUS....U never know wot will happen when....So say out loud what u gotta say....be it Sorry....or nythng else....

So this is to all my frnds..... Thnx for being there for me....i treasure u all....each one for theior own special reason.....

I try to grasp smthng wit my hands...bt I get only AIR!!!

Times have passed....Moments have lapsed....
Memories have faded....'n everythng has changed.....

Those few words that brought a smile on my face....
Those words are lost....'n vanished into thin air....

In their place now, there's a void I cant fill.....
A lost understanding....'n an empty space....

Where there was jz fun 'n play....
Now there is only tempers that flay!!!

I try to fill the void...but in vain....
I feel I overcame it...But I am always proved wrong....

I have jz turned my back to it....
Hoping to forget 'n win over it!!!!

But even now when I face it....
It's still there...that VOID...that EMPTY SPACE!!!!

Reminding about YOU 'n a lost "ME"..........

Its sooooo true....

Times have passed...Moments have lapsed...
Memories have faded....'n everythng has changed....

[ Time 'n distance changes everythng.....Dats a fact u cant deny!!! My hand stil tries to grasp smthng in dat void!!! :( ]

Zindagi....doston.....

Zindagi mein har cheez aasani se mile, to kya maza hai????
Thodi si takleef, thodi gila na ho, to kya maza hai???
Khushiyo ki ruksat aur gamon ki barsaat na ho to zindagi nahi!!!
Aasuon ke bina hasi ki koi ehmiyat nahi!!!

Zindagi mein har pal muskaan cha jaye ye zaroori to nahi,
Par jaddo jehed (sangharsh) mein bhi jo has paye, sikandar hai wahi!!!

Saath apno ka har dam rahe ye mumkin to nahi...
Aaj yahi hai, kal kaha ho, ye khabar nahi!!!

Mita do faasale, do pal ke liye hi sahi,
Jaan lo hume, aap hi ki parchayi hai, koi gair nahi.

e-dosto, jaan na mangna humse, hum na de payenge,
Agar jaan de de, to hum doston ke kaatil kehlayenge!!!

Samjhe??? Kyuki aap dost hi to hamari jaan hai!!!

(Dedicated to all my friends... A special thnx to those who helped me learn a bit of urdu so dat i cud compile dis mch...thnx Arshad...Asif...Ayub....)

A SMILE dat refused to leave MY FACE!!! :)

Yesterday when I got up it seemed like jz another day!!!

Nothng different to do or think…Infact I was tied up wit so mch wrk that I cudnt evn thnk of getting sm rest….N dat had made me feel sick!!!! Tryng to cope wit so many deadlines together…it was another very very busy day!!!

I never thought the day wud turn out the way it did!!!

Bt it strtd d usual way, getting up late…tryng to do sm wrk….bt ended up chatting rather than doing the assignment…a frnd of mine jz pakauing me as usual….

Then sm calls….then again a bit of chattin…n by the time I strtd wrkng seriously….HERE GOES THE POWER!!!!...

N I end up yelling at d MSEB people for these power cuts – A BIG TIME NUISANCE!!!!

Nt knowing wot to do…n as pissed off as I was…I thot I wud better not do smthng related to studies…N that was a gud nuf reason to pick up my novel and finish it off!!! J

Some interesting scenes in it…reading which I ended up laughing….n sch wer the scenes dat laughter turned into a smile n stayed with me…jz refusing to GO!!!

Again wen the power came…I was bck to my wrk…bt dis time I had decided that I wud do sm serious wrk…n I strtd wit it…bt aftr smtime…getting bored…I got bck to chatting….n then 1 of my frnds showed me sm community with hilarious remarks..!!! N again dat smile wich never went away…turned into another round of laughter!!!

Later in the eve, I went out, a friend called up n there I was gvng him a treat of my faltu to faltu P.J.’s…Men!! I was having a gr8 time at his expense!!!!!! I had hired an auto n as I spoke to him on phone…I ended up gvng the rickshaw wala more than wot I intended….I cud do nothng bt laugh at my sheer stupidity, especially coz I had argued wit him to tk me to the place at a lower rate than wot he had told!!!! Dat was dat….

Nw into the temple I went…I had to ask them to do sm poojas n all….bt as I was late for the day…they said “they cant do it today”….So then I askd wud they do it tom…N I was so concerned abt it that I ended up askng the same Q a no. of times….At this an uncle there answered “Oh!! No, v wont do it tom” N he strtd laughin…coz of d expression on my face…I was worried n bewildered coz 1 said they wud do it…n the other was contradicting him….All my worry was jz dat if this pooja isn’t done then m gonna get hell lot of scoldings at home for hvng rchd there late!!!!!!!!! Bt then lukng at dat uncle’s face I realized he was jz jokin….Oh!! then I cud do nothng bt join him in his laughter….

The smile jz remain pasted to my face!!! Nt ready to leave me!!!! N there she remained….N people everywhere jz lukng at me coz I was smiling, particularly at no1 or nythng, as if I was mad!!! N that thought only broadened my smile!!...assuring them that I was actually mad!!! Hahahaha!!!!

Ignoring these stares…I walked on ‘n on…N all the while I was jz thnkng abt all those thngs dat brought a smile on my face…N I was smiling smiling n smiling all the way!!! Bt suddenly lost in thought, I tripped n was abt to fall, bt smhw I regained my balance and took care of myself…People stared at me more!!! N I cudnt help but laugh at my carelessness!!! Hehehehehe…..

N such was my day!!! Dat jz began normal bt turned out to be all smiles…n this 1 day will go dwn my memory lanes as the most beautiful n the most pleasant days of my LIFE!!!

N such days are really necessary in this fast fast world…where u hv no time to stop n think n no time to smile at such trivial issues…Bt jz thnk hw mch smile these small thngs brought to my face@!!! N hence so many others smiled to coz of me!!! N wot else cud b the best thng better than “Mkng others smile with ur own stupidity!!!!!!!!!”

So kp Smilin!!! Sch trivial issues cud also mk ur day the best…So gv them a thot!!! N don’t jz let them float by as if it doesn’t matter!!!!

Am I wrong?????

Am I wrong?? Am I bad??

Am I just one heck of a gal
Who always does everything wrong??
Who doesnot know how to behave??
One who doesnot know how to speak??
'n doesnot, above all, know to keep mum???

Am I wrong, if I do simple things like, sway to the music??
'n dance to the beats of a song??
If I while away my time, by doing things I like??

Why is it that whatever I like is always bad or forbidden??
'n when I finally do it, I get hell lot of scoldings....?

Am I wrong, if I chatter away endlessly???

If not, then, why do people wonder when I will shut my mouth???
Then again, if I keep mum, why can't they stand my silence...

What people donot understand is that....
These are the ways to keep worries of my mind....
To smile even in desperate times,
'n to shun the tears, that otherwise fill my eyes.....

It feels so lonely!!! with noone to speak to 'n fight....
With noone to share my feelings....
'n noone to confide, I realise!!!
'n so when I get someone...on 'n on I go....chattering wildily...
speaking about good 'n bad times with much ado....

Am I wrong??? Am I bad???
The Question still remains unanswered...
'n I wonder and wonder....
'n while doing so off I drift to sleep....
wetting my pillows...n fighting against sheer pain....

(mebbe I am bad...n wrong...coz y wud evry1, otherwise, have a prob with me???)

Nostalgia.....

When I look back at those beautiful days,
How I wish I could get them back
It brings a smile, slow and subdued...
In concert with tears of pain and hurt....

When I think of those tender moments with you,
How I miss them and How I miss you!!!
Your memories well up in my eyes...
A product of our affectionate ties...

They long to see you and hold your stare....
Although you are in them everywhere....
Sweetheart!! for you, I do care!!
Anything for you I will bear...

Nostalgia rushes through my veins,
Rushing in like waves of sweet pain....
Breaking, one after the other, the walls...
Walls of my strength and will power...

Breaking through them and leaving me bare...
Naked to hurt and the desolate air....
Uhhh!! Nostalgia.....

----Dedicated to my darling friend....u make me feel divine... :)

A million thanks to my frnd who has helped me make this poem more effective...thanks a lot....

Why am your Friend????

You wonder why i came into your life????
I came as the sunto brighten your day....
As the stars to make your nioght beautiful....
As the moon to tell you that noone is ever perfect....
'n above all to make you realise that
You are incomplete without me....
Like the sky is incomplete....
Without the above three!!!

{The reply i cud thnk of when somone asked me "ye namumni friend mere life mein kyu aayi??? hehehe...}

The World is an Oasis.....

The world is an Oasis....
An oasis of trustworthy people....
An oasis of faithful people....

They seem to be there...
They seem to exist...
Jz around the corner....
At the next bend of life....

They seem to allure you...
With their charm...
Their talks...their sweetness
'n they will keep alluring you...


They will keep praising you...
For what you are 'n what you are not....
Till they suck out what they want....
Those leeches!!! Those parasites!!!!

Satisfy them with all that you can give....
'n they will move on....
They will merely disappear into the crowd....
Without even as much as a courteous word!!!

Oh!!! The world full of Selfish People!!!!

To just be......

Give me pain, I don't care...
But gimme with it the strength,
To hold everythnig in me,
To just be.....

Give me some joy, 'n I'll share....
But gimme with it the people I care,
To keep a smile on their face,
To just be....

Take away my love, 'n I won't say a word....
But keep him my friend forever,
To care for him 'n love him,
'n to just be....

Take away all my joys....
'n fill me with all the sorrows,
'n still I'll smile, I'll smile....
Just keep him with me.....

My friend, My love....
My strength, My joy....
Keep him with me 'n I know....
I can take the world over!!!!

[I can stand to lose my LOVE, but never a FRIEND!!!]

My Favourite Song!!!

If you're not the one
Then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one
Then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine
Then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine
Would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away
But I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you
Then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you
Then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me
Then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me
Then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it
I don't understand
If I'm not made for you
Then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart
And pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don't want to run away but I can't take it
I don't understand
If I'm not made for you
Then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

-By Daniel Bedingfield.

LOVE...An Unexplainable Feeling....

About LOVE....I think...
What is LOVE?
That smile on my face,
When I hear his voice...
That happiness I feel,
When I am near him....
Oh!! How wonderful it feels....
Is this LOVE????

About LOVE...I think...
How it feels to be?
Oh! That flutter in my heart....
When he looks at me!!
That deep breath I take....
When he touches me!!
Is this how it feels...
to be in LOVE????

About LOVE...About him....
I think n think....
That longing in my heart...
When he is away....
The way I miss him...
Even among friends....!!
Oh! How much I wonder
Am I in LOVE????

I slept over it....I pondered a bit....
N now i realize....
I've fallen for him....who is not mine....

Till yester...I didnt know...
How it feels to be in LOVE...
N today!!! I know....
The pain of losing one's LOVE!!!!!

Its all about YOU!!!

Surprised am I, how Life turns about,
Happiness is sorrow turned inside out....
Hard times....may come 'n go...
But great is one...who smiles all way through...

So keep Smiling.... :)

To All My FRIENDS.....

Lucky am I, to be bestowed with...
Some real good friends...be it Jack or Smith...
With them around, lovely is my Life....
'n to keep it so, to my end I vil strive...

Silence...speaks more than words!!!

Splurging waves 'n swaying trees...
Twinkling stars 'n moonlit beach.....
Lovers walking hand in hand...
Feeling beneath, the warmth of the sand....
Between them, jz silence reigns...
No words exchanged, Silence speaks!!!

[Dedicated to all lovers....]

The World of my Dream....

I smile at the world....When the world scorns at me...

I spread happiness....Where there is melancholy....

I spread love...Where there is hate....

I try desperately to turn world's fate....

Suddenly I find myself wide awake...

Leaving all these to my DREAM'S fate....

Unpredictable Life!!!

Life can either be a beautiful dream come true...
Or a wreckless storm that robs the whole life from you....

Your life could lift you to great heights of happiness....
Or it could dump you into deep valleys of sadness....

It could be the best thing ever happened to you....
Or it could be the worst thing that you would have ever dreamt of....

It could bring your way some pleasant memories....
Or it could give you the worst nightmare...

What your life has in store for you....
None can guess....not even YOU!!!

My Inspiration!!!!

A search for MYSELF!!! Dats the reason this blog has come to existence....

Who am I? Just another someone bestowed with the universe's best gift "LIFE".

But then everyone in this world is given this gift!! Then wot's the difference between them and me???

I got only one answer to it...The difference lies in how I will lead my "LIFE". Yes! Exactly on what I do with my life!

I have come into this world all alone...so will i go away all alone.....No attachments...no belongings...noone will ever come with me...at the end of this journey....

So the best way to lead this life is to remain without any attachments...to just remain...to just be...
Because with attachments come expectations...hopes...relations...and the responsibility and duty of fulfilling these relations....

And with expectations come the chances of joy and sorrow. Yes! joys n sorrows are completely and wholly related to attachments.....expectations....n hopes....

You r thrilled if ur expectations are fulfilled but if they donot work out as you want them to...then u r broke!!!!

Why give a chance to someone else to control ur feelings?... Why give someone else the right to make you happy or sad?....Why give away ur life to someone else?....Some stranger whom you dont even know?....

"LIFE" is way tooooo precious to be given away to someone else like that!!!
Nope! Life is yours and yours alone. It is for you to control...it is for u to relish....to bitch...to laugh...to cry....

Its yours n ONLY yours!!!
Play with it....Flirt with it....laugh with it....cry with it...dance to its tune....Just be with your LIFE....

So come, join me....and let us together sway to "The Melody Of Life!!!"

And of course I am in search of some critics....who can help me improve my writings.... :-D